Well here it is. The first blog post in my new blog series inspired by a friend of mine that's a painter. Here is an image of one of his portraits that inspired me to do this, because there is so much sincerity and truth in this.
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| If I'm Honest inspiration @scottthepainter |
If I'm Honest......
"I Would Rather Be Really Good At One Thing Than Decently Average At Many Things."
This is a topic that I have struggled with for a long time and at the same time this is showing my disapproval for who Christ has made me. I absolutely love art, everything about it, creating it, observing it. It's beautiful. I love drawing and it's one of the most relaxing things that I do. I never make time for it anymore, because I am not good enough to appeal to myself. I despise that about me, I can't stand my ability to overly critique everything I do. I can draw fairly well, but I'm like a copier. I cannot come up with things on my own, no matter how hard I try. I also love music. Same problem here, it's relaxing, I can play chords but can't do anything else no matter how much practice I put in it.
To add on to this, I write continuously all the time (which is why I started this blog), I enjoy writing poetry as some of my poetry is on my blog and some of you have read it. I have such a problem with being content in my abilities. I won't go into specifics here on the rest of these but I don't think I'm that good of a speaker, I have always doubted my looks.
Why is this such a problem???
I hate not being content with the person God made me to be. As most people do, I would love to be a professional song writer, in a band, be an artist, or speaker. I guess my biggest thing with this is my problem with not being good enough to express my views and opinions as good as other people.
I love this video, it's one of the most amazing examples of God's intentions. I have used this video for many examples.
Ephesians 2:10(NIV) - "10 For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God has prepared in advance for us to do."
Maybe, I have used this video in Youth sermons for my youth kids when it's what I have needed to hear. We are all God's handiwork. We all have issues with being content. Maybe what I have more of an issue with is an issue of pride, and comparing myself to others. I need to work on my focus on what Christ has for me and my life. All my perceived flaws, are a part of who God created me to be. I am God's original masterpiece. God is my creator. My mind needs to believe what my heart is saying. I will be working on being content in who God made me to be. I know I am going to be amazing at something, and I will trust my God to reveal that to me when it fits in his will.
God Bless Guys,
Brent




